sekian lame x men"update" blog..

wa..rindunye kt blog aku nih..heee
bekurun kot aku x bcrite papew kt cni..aku pn dh lupe pe yg tjadi kt aku slame ni...heee...(tgh mabuk cinte kot!!)


fez daY dlm taon baru...aku sndri tkezut + teruje ble tgk paper, tarikh 01012010... wa...skejapan je mse blalu.. mlm taon br celebrate ngn yen kt sunway.. wlaupon smbutan kt sane x smeriah kt dataran, tp ckup bmakne ble yen de kt sisi aku.. love u so much syg... suke sgt time 2 die x lps2 pgg tgn aku sbb tkt aku ilang kot..hehe, pape pn aku rse slamat sgt ble ngn die time 2..he's my hero..

ok, lupekn jap psl 2... so sempene taon baru ni, azam pn msti mao br... best kot taon 2010 ni, yela dh ade someone special... so aku arap dlm taon 2010 ni aku brubah jd org bgune kt mate family n org yg tsayang aku pn dh ckup la.. so fez step yg aku prlu lakukn adlh dgn bkerje.. so aku arap aku x mls2 ag..heee

aku ingt alam pkejaan ni best. rpenye sgt membosankn!!
br la aku blaja cmne susah nk crik duit..slame ni aku taw mnghabiskn duit jerk.. huhu


time kje tesco (extra cheras) aetu best gak ah, sbb gaji leh thn...tp yg x thn 2 prangai si penut2, CM BAGOZ...
btol la kate org, pompuan ni klau pngkat tinggi sket mule la nk blagak.. nseb bek aku x cmtu kot.
sbb 2 yen syg aku..heeehe


time kje kt sunway la mmg cm 'bangang'... nme je vouge "marketing exec" kunon.. last2 kje cm salesgul jerk.. nyampah lak aku.. not my taste.. so bjage2 la..jgn tetipu ngn nme je, tp kjenye hampeh..aku ni bkn la demand or memilih kje sgt, just aku x ske kje yg memakse aku bhadapan ngn org rmai, pastu kje dlm tkanan..


so skunk ni aku kje kt 7e..erm, stakat ni ok je. byk yg aku kne blaja lg nk jd managment tranee 7e nih.. tpakse la blaja dr staff aku sndri..hehe...takesah la, aslkn ckup bln aku dpt gji ckup la.. arap2 aku kekal la ngn kje nih..2 azam taon br aku..doa2kn la yek...

rindu samer ayen!!!!

FIRST DATE TGK WYG...

aeni rsenye cm ari bhgie aku la.. dh bpe ari kot aku x jmpe yen. br aeni dpt jmpe die. ktorg lpk2, mkn, tgk wyg citer 2012, pastuh trus blk.. ble dh blk trus je rndu die pdhl br jmpe nih. waaa, btol2 dh syg kt die kot. mkin ari, tgk die mkin comel lak. tp aku tanak la hrp lbeh2, biar la die cm die yg skg ni smpai ble2. dh ckup sempurne bg aku. die slalu wt aku happy ble ngn die x kesah la jmpe ke, dlm ym ke, x pn dlm tepon. kdg2 2 ade gk touching ngn die...tp aku anggp just bnde kcik. aku mls nk bsr2kn slagi die x curg..heee... aku cye kt die n die pn cye kt aku. aku x pnh tniat nk curg kt die pn. smpai skgni aku nk kwn ngn laki pn tkt wlaupn kwn tmpt kje.. aku x nk psl2 bnde2 kcik, rntuhkn hbungn ktorg.. aku arap die x kn kcewekn aku n syg aku cm skgni smpai ble2..

rEAlly lOvE n mIss U mOhd khAIrUlnAzrIn!!!

lagu untuk mu...

Don't try to explain your mind,
I know what's happened here
One minute it's love,and suddenly it's like a battlefield
One word turns into a --
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down?
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing
(Oh, no)
These times when we climbed so fast to fall again
(Why we got to fall for it now?)

I never meant to start a war
You know, I never want to hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
A battlefield
A battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
A battlefield
A battlefield
Why does love always feel like --

Can't swallow our pride and neither of us want to raise that flag
(Mmm)
If we can't surrender, then we both gonna lose what we have
(Oh, no)

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing
(Nothing, oh, no)
These times when we climbed so fast to fall again
(I don't want to fall for it now)

I never meant to start a war
You know, I never want to hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
A battlefield
A battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
A battlefield
A battlefield
Better go and get your armour

(Get your armour)
Get your armour
I said you better go and get your armour
(Get your armour)
Get your armour
I guess you better go and get your --

We could pretend we are friends tonight
And in the morning, we'd wake up and we'd be all right
'Cause baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield

A battlefield
A battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
A battlefield
A battlefield
Guess you better go and get your armour

I never meant to start a war (start a war)
You know, I never want to hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for (fighting for)
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
A battlefield
A battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
A battlefield
A battlefield
Guess you better go and get your armour

(Get your armour)
Get your armour
Said you better go and get your armour
(Get your armour)
Get your armour
Why does love always feel like --

(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
Why does love always feel like?
(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
A battlefield
A battlefield

I never meant to start a war,
Don't even know what we're fighting for,
I never meant to start a war,
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come Is this in my head?
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet

You'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

semalam ku termimpikan kamu,
kita berdua hidup bersama,
kau & aku kita sama saling terpesona,
kita bercumbu owh sungguh asyiknya,
tapi itu hanya mimpiku,
aku sedar ku hanya di alam fantasi,
semua itu mustahil untuk ku miliki,
jika aku dialam realiti,
ingin ku jadikan kau kekasih hati,
kan ku buktikan pada diri ini,
bahwa aku mencintaimu sepenuh hati ku,
kan ku jaga kau sehingga akhir hayatku......

why aku slalu sakitkn ati org yg aku syg!!!!

aku x taw smpai ble idp aku ni trus dbelenggu mslh cintan ni.. kdg2 aku pk mls nk semakkn kpale ngn bnde2 ni.. tp btol org ckp, mnusie x leh lari dr rse cinte n ingin dcintai.. aku da start lupekn zul n amy.. bg aku diorg 2 sejarah itam dlm idp aku n kali ni aku x nk tsilap lg..

EJUMP-aku knal die dh lme kot.. aku rse de la dlm setaun or 2taon.. tp dlu ktorg x de la serapat ni. aku knal die pon kt myspes je n ktorg x pnh jmpe. aku kwn ngn die dr die de gf smpai la die single. aku respect die, sbb time die de gf die ngaku die dh de gf n die syg gf die. aku pon x taw cmne ktorg tbe2 leh rapat... tp R.O.S (republic of sengal) la yg mnemukn ktorg smpai la skg, tp aku taw die still syg yana smpai arini...

DAUS-aku knal die kt ym.. pon x pnh jmpe gak.. tp aku x taw npe aku rse die ni len dr laki yg aku knl sblm2 ni.. tp aku tanak la cpt wt andaian positive je psl die.. tp die ok la, die ckp nk jge aku, nk ubah aku.. tp leh ke aku brubh.. aku cm x lyk je utk die..

YEN-aku knal die pon kt myspes.. die baik sgt, pendiam n x byk ckp. ktorg pnh jmpe skali je. tp x taw npe die tbe2 ckp die dh jth cinte kt aku.. 2 cinte or suke? aku pon x pasti.. maybe tlalu awl nk nilaikn sume 2..

aeni mmbr aku si ain ni de problem ngn laki die.. biase la laki, de btine len. tp bezenye si aen ni jd gf no2..haha.. leh lak cmtu kn. so aen ni pon ajak aku kuar utk me'releast'kn (btol ke spell ni?) tensionnyer. so tepat kol 5 ptg ktorg pn mnuju ke sunway piramid dgn mnaiki kancil pink efa 2...hehe..(fa, kancil ko mmg best). so stibenye kt sane ktorg pon bjalan2.. smbil bjalan 2 aku pon lyn daus. aku pon x cye aku leh tukar celcom smate2 utk die.. hope berbaloi-baloi..(bak kate iklan celcom blue). tp x seindah yg disngke, daus tbe2 brubah. dlu ckp baik2 je, skg mcm2 die tduh aku. mmg la die ptut curige or jelez, tp cm x patut je die tduh aku mcm2. pdhal aku x wt pape yg die x ske pon. die sruh aku blk jam2 tu gak. mslhnye aku ni tsepit kt tgh, aen 2 kwn baek aku.. time aku de problem die snggup tmankn aku smpai pg, smpai kne mara ngn mak die lg.. so skg die tgh de problem n aku je yg ade time 2, x kn aku nk tgglkn die sorg2.. npe la daus x pnh nk paham aku. lg die leh ckp mmg ptut pn aku slalu kne tipu ngn laki sbb prangai aku.. truk sgt ke aku? aku pn x tau pe slh aku. die x pnh nk bncng ngn aku baik2 trus ckp aku bkn2.. dr dlu aku taw bnde ni akn jd.. x de sape yg paham aku.. time mintk kapel sume leh trime... ble jd cmni? aku ke yg slh? mmg aku taw aku slh, tp die sket pn x bg aku ruang nk xplen.. ntah r, kdg2 aku pk aku ni slalu mnyakitkn ati org2 yg aku syg je...sdgkn aku x pnh tniat pon nk wt cmtu.. npe aku cmni?? so from now, aku rse biar la aku idop bhgie ngn fmly n kengkwn aku.. to ejump, daus n yen... i'm sorry 4 hurting u guys... aku btol2 x de niat nk wt korg skt ati ngn aku.. maybe pompuan cm aku x seswai utk korg.. thnks sbb mengindahkn ari aku..

bestfren aku xpecially efa, ain ieyna...aku rse btuah sgt dpt kwn cm korg. ble time susah n sng korg x pnh tgl aku. tharu gler arh time aku tgh frust mnonggeng ngn amy arituh. aku kol efa nangis2, die dh rse x sdp ati n mlm 2 gak die kidnap aku dr umah kol 1pg.. mmg tindakan yg agak agresif la.. mlm 2 mmg aku smoke cm nk mampos.. de la dkt 2 kotak kot aku abeskn mlm 2. mmg dh x pk ape. x pasal2 aen yg tgh bdating pon angkut balak die joint sekaki nk tnangkn aku. pastu ntah cmne kn, tuhan 2 nk temukn ktorg, jmpe lak lina ngn bf die, x pasal2 tebabit skali dlm mslh aku nih.. kire cm reunion lak. ktorg ni mmg slalu jmpe, tp tiap kali jmpe mmg susah nk ckup corum.. so mlm 2 la yg mnemukn ktorg. ble aku pk2 blk sume ni de hikmah. tuhan 2 nk tnjukkan aku punye kwn yg ckup syg kt aku smpai aku x prlukn kekasih ati...(yeker??..) mmg la, time jmpe diorg je aku apy. tp ble aku msk je pntu rumah, trus aku meraung. mak ngn ayah aku pon tau aku dh ptus ngn amy, aku tau diorg suke.. tp maybe diorg paham aku tgh tension, skg ni aku kuar mlm pon diorg cm dh x bsing aslkn aku pndai jge dri.. skg aku rse idop aku lg tnang.. aku pon x prlu nk jge ati sape2, x de la aku sktkn ati sape2 lg...

kcewe ngn zul n amy...

dh bp ari aku tgalkn bumi mlake... tp smpai skag aku x leh lupekn zul.. aku rse cm mkin die jauhkn dri dr aku, aku mkin syg kt die.. npe!! die x syg aku, die just nk mainkn aku je... npe aku perlu syg die!! susah gle aku nk lupekn die.. wt kje sume x tntu arah, 1 cre je wt aku lupekn die, ble aku lepak ngn ain, aku smoke..br aku leh lupekn die.. tp 2 sume kjp je.. npe tiap kali aku syg org 2, org 2 x prnah nk hrgai aku?? aku pon x taw pe sbbnye aku syg sgt kt die.. pdhal dr dlu aku taw spe sbnrnye die.. tp pejal bgtau aku 2 dh tlambat.. cm dh x de mkne pape.. aku rse pejal pn dh x nk cntct aku..

pg2 bute ni tbe2 lak apis adk amy kol aku.. x taw pe die nk ntah.. tbe2 baek lk ngn aku. amy dh mntk ptus ngn aku.. aku xtaw npe aku sket pon x rse sdeh.. tp ble apis kol, tbe2 aku nangis tringt kt amy..

b...
bktne skg...
org rndu gle kt b..
org arp b bhgie tnpe org..

klau mak x hasut2 aku sruh aku tglkn amy, msti time 2 aku stie ngn amy n x lyn zul.. tp nk wt cmne, ati aku pon dh kt zul wlaupon aku taw zul x pnh syg aku.. klau la zul taw cmne aku syg kt die skg ni...